At times I find myself walking through my life with my armor on, shield up. So sensitive that the smallest sense of negative energy and my emotional sword goes swinging. Other times, I feel as though I am putting myself out there so much that I am literally naked to the eye, the mind and the soul.
Last night I went to a friends birthday party. I knew no one except for my friend who's party it was. I was shocked to find that everyone was so friendly and open. It was all women and quite frankly women can be extremely hard on other women! It is horrible. It makes social gatherings like this stressful in a way. Why do we do this to one another?! Anyways, we all laughed, told stories, encouraged and supported one another. Even though most of us were strangers. I felt lifted and energised when I left. I felt the power of WOMAN. It was fantastic!
At the end of the night, when the day had turned into the next I found myself feeling the other end of the WOMAN spectrum. I laid next to the one I loved and felt small, fragile and vulnerable. I melted into his arms. These moments are honestly some of the best of my 24. My femininity shines and my defenses become shadows.
The power of my womanhood has so many levels and styles. Us women have so many sides. This is such a gift. We are so magical... Sometimes I forget this but yesterday I was given the chance to see this over and over.
There are more flowers than weeds around me and that is a beautiful thing.
xo
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