A New Year's Resolution, a bit early...

It is soon the end of 2009..... I dont know about you, but when talk starts happening about New Year's Resolutions, I start to get a litttle anxious. Now, I always have a Top Three. Always the same.

#1. Loose some LB'S. Sometimes 5lbs sometimes 10lbs. Depends on how self-depricateing I am during the year.

#2. Work out more. Same theory as above.

#3. Stop shouting the most horrible things to people when driving. Seriously, It's the worst. I can't believe what comes out of my mouth!



Those are all well and good, but so self-centered! The first two are almost always the same. The third one tends to change, but is always thrown in to feel like I am trying to do something better for other people. ( Stop calling the stupid fucking drivers, "Stupid Fucking Drivers!") We all know that even if I truly stopped yelling at other drivers I would not be making a difference in the world.



What I CAN do is make a difference in My World! Thus the beginning of this blog. My New Years resolution this year is to re-connect. Re-connect with my friends. Re-connect with my family and most of all re-connect with myself. I have always been intimidated to really put myself out there. To be exposed to the elements of the outside world. What people would say and what would they think. Even if the only people that ever follow my blog are my two mothers, it is still so frightening! I am hoping by allowing myself a place to bring my thoughts, dreams, ideas, hurt, embarrassment, humor and everything else my mind and body stumble upon from day to day. I will ultimately grow my personal garden. My soul.



So- I am starting my New Years resolution a bit early. I will be putting it all out there. I encourage my friends and family to grow with me. Please feel free to expose me to your ideas, thoughts and feelings about my life tales. I will keep this blog updated as much as possible.



“She lacks the indefinable charm of weakness.”
Oscar Wilde quote


xoxo